Better shaped mentally and physically. I have been better but I will get there. I took a pay cut by reducing a day of work. Which is a lot especially when I really need the money. But what I needed more was time with my daughter: to drop her to school and pick her. To wonder with her, to be irritated by her like a mother can only be, to grow with her. Needed time to watch TV without guilt, to cook and click photo and not to just cook for orders! But cook for myself! To clean and to water my plants. I needed time to do nothing! Nothing at all!